大家好我是小东

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26岁一家网络公司职员

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也是该公司的得力工程

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从小我就喜欢玩电脑

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19岁那年

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我考上了重庆一所大学

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大一就拿了计算机三级证书

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在大学生程序设计比赛中

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九方社区唯有轻松摘冠

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大学时代

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有许多同学从事家教

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或校方提供的勤工俭学岗位

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赚取些收入

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以减轻父母的经济压力

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我也不例外

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利用自己的电脑网络特长

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时不时接点零活

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那时电脑还没有死机

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再加上

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我对电脑软硬件和网络都十分在行

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所以我在校园内外有了一定的福气

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客户都是自己找上门来

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根本不用做宣传

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我对自己的一招鲜

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吃遍天的一技之长有点沾沾自喜

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2001年5月

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一家网络公司找到我

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聘请我为公司的兼职网络维护员

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每个星期只需要两个半天

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我就可以领到1,000块的薪水

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这对我是个不小的诱惑

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我爽快地答应了那家网络公司的

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但没想到的是

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这只是对方换取我信任的诱饵

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几个月过后

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公司老总亲自找到我

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要我帮忙在互联网空间上

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建立一个在两性激情

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同城有约一类字眼的网站

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成天浸泡在网络中的我

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一听网站的名字就明白了

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老总是要建立一个

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专门从事黄色信息发布

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和联络性交易的黄色网站

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虽然自己还是一名

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从未经历过性行为的女孩

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可是长期挂在网上对

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那些黄色网站也见怪不清

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我也知道

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经营这种黄色网站有很大的风险

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是违法的行为

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可是我最终没有抵制住老板的高薪

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他开给我的底薪是4,000元

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这相当于我一年的学杂费都有着落了

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为了减轻父母的经济压力

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我答应了这件事

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而这也成了我日后一系列厄运的开端

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为了提高公司的知名度

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带来更多的点击率

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我还帮老总出了好几个点

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功夫不负有心人

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我成了老板的得力助手

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公司的得力功臣

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年终发红包的时候

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我分得了2万块大红包

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于是更加经不住诱惑

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开始沦陷

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很多时候

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坏人都不是一下子变坏的

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往往都是受不了某种诱惑而走上歧路

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我的经历就是这样一步步陷入泥潭

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不能自拔

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2002年夏天

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我大学毕业后

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没有再去找别的工作

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而是成为那个黄色网站的主要干将

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我做网络技术维护工作

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对其他情况也了解一些

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公司里有几名年轻貌美的女孩

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他们有的只有初中文化

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但每个月都收入不菲

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他们是网站的魅力

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其实就是把自己性感的照片挂在网上

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每天引诱各色人

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等到收费聊天室

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然后公司根据他们的业绩

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有的女孩还借此开发特别业务

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和自己聊天的对象进行性交易

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从中获取报酬

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老总对这种行为是默许

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因为这在一定程度上

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提高了网站的知名度

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世纪之初

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这种黄色网站还没有形成大的气氛

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很多都是暗流涌动

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国家的网络安全部门

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也还没有成熟的网络返黄机制

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一些开办黄色网站的人

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大部分都发了这样的不义之财

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也不知道那个老板后来怎么样

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反正后来我学了传统文化之后

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明白了一点

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不义之财不能发家

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不义之财是灾祸

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万万不可取

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君子爱财

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取之有道

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不义之财终将不义而去

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这是天道重复真实不虚的体现

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一开始我只是单纯的维护网站

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可是看到和我同龄的女孩

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赚钱这样轻松

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我有些心动了

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我终于身体力行

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把自己性感的照片也放进了网页

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我有多个ID

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每个ID名都充满了赤裸裸的诱惑

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一些居心不良

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寂寞难耐的男子看到这些暧昧的名字

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就会趋之若鹜地要求和我私聊

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每天晚上

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我变换了ID名和十几名男子聊天

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我驾轻就熟的在网络上

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和他们打情骂俏

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尽量延长他们上网的时间

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提高他们对网站的点击率

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这样到了月底

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我的红包便会很丰厚

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前面说到老板发了大笔的不义之财

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我这又何尝不是呢

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赚取这些不义之财带给我的灾祸

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后来成了我一辈子抹不去的噩梦

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有的男人在某某乐园聊了几次以后

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便要求视频聊天

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我不想他们见识我的庐山真面目

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出现在视频里的我化着浓妆

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戴着假发

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与平时素妆打扮的我判若两人

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我想即使在街上相遇

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也不会有人认出我

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就是暗夜里

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在言语间

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极尽挑逗之能事的激情女子吧

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难道人真的一半是天使

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一半是魔鬼吗

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想想自己那些不堪回首的经历

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真的是追悔莫及

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如果时光可以倒转

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我绝对不会从事这样的工作

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害人害己

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伤风败俗

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罪恶滔天

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但我也有我的原则

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我不跟公司有些女孩一样

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跟自己聊天的对象进行性交易

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我只在网上聊天

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绝不和网友见面

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这是我的底线

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在网上什么都可以

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但是下了网

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我就是另外一个

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我

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是父母朋友眼中的乖乖女

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这样的伪装持续了很长时间

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我自以为神不知鬼不觉

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而实际上

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古人讲的头顶三尺有神明

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是真实不虚的

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现代科学也证明

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我们能看到的普通物质只占5%

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还有95%是看不见的暗物质和暗能量

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未知的世界

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无法想象自己的所作所为

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怎么能逃得过神明

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剑传太上感应天理

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明确说道是以天地有思过之神

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依人所犯轻重以夺人算

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算俭得平好

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多逢忧患人

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皆物之行

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或随之吉庆

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避之恶行灾局

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算尽得死

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这里讲到的神明和思过之神

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或许不是一个具体的

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类似于西游记封神演义里

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真实的神仙人物

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但一定有一种我们看不见的神秘力量

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短短两年

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我存折上的数字便达到6位数

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我为自己买了一套120平方的房子

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并且按照自己的心思装修了一番

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搬进新居的那天

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我开心极了

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朋友们都很羡慕

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说我能干

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男朋友曾军也夸我

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说我有本事

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曾军是政府机关的公务员

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虽然工作稳定

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但收入远不及国

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我和曾钧交往一段时间后

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发现他为人极为正派

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这个时候我也想到了是否换一份工作

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可是在人才市场转了一大圈

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发现那些工作的薪酬和

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我在网站的收入相比一个在天上

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一个在地下

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于是又打消了换工作的念头

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对金钱的贪婪

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使我丧失了及早改过自新的机会

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与男友相遇在网络聊天时

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成为我命运的一次转机

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这期间

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我网到了一名叫渴望越轨的新手

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很显然他是初次光临这种黄色网站

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一副战战兢兢的样子

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在我的引诱下

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他终于和我在聊天室

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开了个个人小房间

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我诱惑他

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和我在视频上进行全裸性交易

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他犹豫不决的说他有女朋友

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在我的极力诱惑下

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他投降了

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我们约定好了时间

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可是当渴望月鬼出现在视频里时

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我呆住了

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他竟然是我的男朋友曾军

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我的第一个动作就是迅速拉过衣服

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遮住了自己

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视频里的曾军还在迷惑不已

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我已迅速下线关机

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我想去质问他

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为什么要做出背叛我的事

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可是走到门口

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我却浑身无力的瘫软在地

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如果不是我从事网络色情行业在先

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怎么会有这样的事情发生

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很多人学习传统文化后都明白了一点

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自己的人生际遇都是自己感召而来

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遇见渴望出轨的男朋友

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是自己感召而来的

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也是没有美满婚姻的抱怨

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惨遭不幸

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决心做个阳光下的女人

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我从来没有想到

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我在暗夜里从事的这种职业

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会有它的危险性

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因为我从来不和网友见面

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也从来不在网上泄露自己的真实身份

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有段时间

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一个网名叫越寂寞越美好的网友

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不断的要求和我见面

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被我拒绝后便悄无声息

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那天晚上9点

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我在回家的路

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上

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被一个身材高大的男子突然从背后抱

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我刚想喝酒

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他便冷笑着说

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你不是时时刻刻想做爱吗

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我是你网上的新伴侣

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越寂寞越美好

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怎么你只认得男人的裸体吗

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有道是天有不测风云

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人有旦夕祸福

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我终于大祸临头

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我明知来者不善

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可是我不敢喊

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一旦我从事的职业大败于天下

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我就身败名裂了

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我被他挟持到了一家旅馆

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还没等我开口问个究竟

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一记响亮的耳光

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耳光瞬间把我心翻在地

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当我切切的想爬起来时

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他揪住我的衣领又是一记耳光

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我被他打得眼冒金星

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他使劲揪着我的头发

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说

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我最讨厌你这种

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躲在网络里勾引男人的女人

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你以为你不和男人见面你就高尚了

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纯洁了你这个害人精

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他把我的衣服扒了个精光

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当他压在我身上时

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我吓得浑身发抖

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他冷笑着说你也算是老手

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你引诱了多少男人啊

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看啊就是这具身体

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为你赚了多少钱啊

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你心里是不是暗自得意

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还没有哪个男人真正碰过你是不是

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他粗暴地强盗了我

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我在恍惚中听见他说

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他的弟弟沉迷于黄色网站不能自拔

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频繁和提供幸福的女子见面

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染上了艾滋病后自杀了

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她是一名电脑高手

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早就破译了我的密码

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了解到了我的真实身份

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这就是我前面所提到的

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从事网络色情工作

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赚取不义之财

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所遭受的暴雨

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成为我终生难以抹去的噩梦

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我原本想把这件事永久的深藏在心底

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不告诉任何人

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但后来有缘接触道家大神

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净书法之后

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通过心法修炼

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对这些创伤慢慢的自我疗愈

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已经对我生活不会再构成什么影响

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一直记得课堂上的教导

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和学员群内后续辅导

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鼓励学员投稿

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通过反思自己淫邪行为

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和成功戒淫邪的经历

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能帮助到更多的人

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我这才鼓起勇气

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把过去这些见不得人的经历记录下来

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希望能对涉世不深的学妹

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起到警醒作用

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年轻的女孩子们千万不要像我一样

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在花样年华的人生丢下污点

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这次劫难

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让我开始反省自己的所作所为

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而我一位小表妹的自杀

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终于让我下定决心

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远离这种见不得人的职业

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小表妹刚上高一

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沉迷网络的她被一位网友骗出去见面

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没想到等待他的是4个男人

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他遭到了4个男人的轮奸

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后来在医院跳楼自杀了

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这件事给了我很大的打击

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报纸上的社会新闻里

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也常常看到一些沉迷网络的悲剧

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而其中黄色网站更是罪魁祸首

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我或多或少也起了推动作

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用痛定思痛

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我绝不能再做这种损人不利己的事了

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注意这种行为是损人不利己

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虽然我表面上赚到了许多钱

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但这些不义之财

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给我带来了痛不欲生的伤害

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所以这绝对没有任何立己之处

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我坚定的注销了所有色情聊天室ID名

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决心做一个生活在阳光下的女人

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好今天的内容就为大家播出到这里

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